Post by drama on Apr 27, 2009 17:19:43 GMT -5
This is a story I'm writing. I'll post it one chapter at a time as I type it up. Hope you like it.
I woke to the irritatingly loud buzzing of my alarm clock. It seemed even louder and more demanding than normal, and I knew why. It was the first day of school, and not only my first day of public school after eleven years of homeschooling, it was my first day as a senior.
My parents were actually making me go through with this charade, but I knew a student like me wasn't meant for public school.
My parents were poor, very poor. And I was as dumb as they came, or at least I pretended to be. I understood algebra, and I knew Robert Frost wasn't a singing snowman. I just pretended not to to avoid exactly what I was being put through anyway. Public school. A place of unheard of evil in my mind.
At that time, at least.
I rolled over and looked at the clock. 8:30am, the exact time school started. I had it all planned out. My plan; cause as much trouble as possible until I get expelled. And I was starting with being late on the first day.
Reluctantly, I stood up and turned off the loud, annoying alarm. Shuffling my feet, I walked over to my closet to get ready.
I pulled into the school parking lot and, with the breaks of my old Bronco my dad had given me squealing as I parked, I cut the engine and looked at the school with a grimace.
I shouldn't have been there. I should've just skipped or ran away. I could've gone to Mexico or something. We were close enough to the border in our little Arizona town. Yeah. As if Mexico could solve my problems. But it was a comforting thought. If things ever got too unbearable, I'd just run away to Mexico and hang out with all the little Mexican gamblers who spoke so fast that you could barely understand them, even if you did know Spanish.
Perfect. I was going to grow up to be a Mexican gambler. But I'm not Mexican. And I really don't have the money to gamble. Maybe I could just cheat. Yeah, that works. But what about those short chubby Mexican mafia leaders who sent out hit men after the cheaters? So I was going to die then. Oddly enough, I was perfectly content with the thought of my own death. I had nothing to live for, so why not?
I finally stopped babbling about Mexican gamblers and got out of my Bronco. I slammed the door with a loud rickety rattle. There I was. Public school, the place of unheard of evil. I walked into the school and looked down at my schedule as I walked down the hall at a laggard pace. I was in no hurry.
I had Mr.Stoneking for math first period. Heh, 'Stoneking'. By the end of first period, I'd either have him crying or laughing.
Just then, I suddenly walked into someone else that was walking in the hall. I bent down to pick up my books at the same time he bent down to help me pick them up. Then, him and I lifted our heads simultaneously to look at each other. I immediately found myself swallowed in his eyes. I couldn't look away from them, and he was obviously staring into mine too. But it was different... The way he was looking into my eyes, I felt almost as if he could see into my soul. And strangely... I wanted him to.
He smiled, a mysterious, yet warm and friendly, relaxed smile. "Hi." He said as he stood up. His voice was as mesmerizing as his gaze, and as smooth and soft as velvet.
I stood up too and tried to issue a return 'Hi' but was unable to muster any more than a small squeak.
"Do you need any help?" He asked me in his beautiful velvet voice.
I still couldn't gather myself to speak. I quickly shook my head, grabbed my books, and got outta there. All the while I was trying to get to class, I was thinking about him. about his short, shaggy, black hair, his ceramic white, perfect complexion, his deep, hypnotizing, liquid gold eyes...
When I finally got to Mr.Stoneking's class, it was almost over. Mr. Stoneking looked over at me as I walked noisily into the class. Here we go, and the trouble begins. "Name." Mr. Stoneking demanded as I sat down in a desk.
"Drama Stewart." I told him.
He laughed, "Drama. Interesting name."
"And like Mr.Stoneking is any better." I said with a grin.
He smiled back, "Touche."
Okay. He was a cool teacher. This was good.
He started reciting the normal first day introduction teachers tell the classes. Well, maybe 'started' isn't the right word. More like continued, considering I had been so late.
Then, he gave us the rest of the class to pick a person in class and introduce ourself. Most of them knew each other and picked one of their friends. And then there was me. The Black sheep. all alone. Everyone in class had someone to talk to except for me. There was apparently an odd number of students in the class.
I sat there awkwardly, an outcast. I felt stupid. I knew I shouldn't have come. I suddenly had the idea of becoming a Mexican gambler back in my head. Wow.
Then I heard the door to the classroom open. I felt the mood of the room appear to immediately change.No one else seemed to notice.
I looked to the door to see who it was. It was Him. The boy from the hall. Living up to my name, I clasped my hands together, looked up, and whispered, "Thank you, Lord!"
Him and I were the only two without partners. The teacher directed him over to me, and he came and sat by me. "Hi again." He said with the same mysterious, warm, relaxed smile as he had in the hall.
"Hi." I mouthed, unable to actually speak.
"nervous?" He asked.
I nodded and showed a crooked half-smile.
"I understand." He said, "It's my first year here. I take it it's yours, too?"
I nodded again, "Yeah." I said in a sheepish voice.
He laughed, "So you do know how to talk."
I gave him another half smile.
"So," He said, "You left in such a rush earlier, I didn't get to introduce myself. I'm Kane." He held out his hand.
I shook hands with him and shuddered. It was as cold as ice. He pulled his hand back when he felt me shiver, "Cold hands, yeah, sorry."
"It's okay," I said, "My name's Drama." I felt myself blush. I was truthfully embarrassed about my unusual name. What was my mother thinking? I'll bet she was drunk. Maybe thats why I'm so messed up. Or maybe she just didn't want a child and saw me as nothing more than, well, Drama. I'm babbling again. I need to make a mental note to stop that. Nah, why waste time on the impossible? I'll end up mind-babbling again anyway. Yeah, sorta like right now.
I was then suddenly snapped back to reality by the sound of Kane's voice, "Drama, huh? I like it." He smiled, "It's different."
I couldn't help but smile too, "Thanks. So is Kane."
Next thing I knew, Mr.Stoneking was leaning over with his elbow on my desk and his head resting in his hand only about a foot away from my face. He grinned wide and gave me a fluttery wave, "What's up, Drama?"
I started at him blankly for a moment. "You should grow a beard, Stoney." I finally said.
Kane laughed.
"Hmm..." Mr. Stoneking pondered."Perhaps I will." Mr.Stoneking said as he stood up straight. He ran his hand over his bare chin in thought.
"Just walk away, Stoney. Just walk away." I said.
Mr.Stoneking laughed, "Okay, I guess I'm not wanted here." He said as he walked off.
"Well that's not fair." Kane said, "You get nervous when you talk to me, but not him."
I suddenly felt my throat close. I didn't know what to say to that. I wasn't even sure if I could say anything. "I..." I said in a strained voice, "I'm working on it." My throat suddenly burned like I had drank hot sauce. Then the bell rang. Saved by the bell, I grabbed my books and practically ran out.
I swam through the ocean of students in the hall. Bump here, push there, just shove my way through the idiots who find it okay to stand around and block up the hallway. I even plowed straight between a couple that was making out. I was going to be hated here. I could already tell by the angry couple glaring at me with a devil stare.
I, by some miracle, made it to second block in one piece. Mrs.Titsworth? You've got to be kidding me. Are any of my Teachers going to have normal names? I'm never going to be able to keep a straight face during her class. Mrs.Titsworth the english teacher. Wow.
I took a seat near the door. I suddenly got a strange familiar feeling of comfort that I had felt not too long ago... Then I saw him. Kane was in this class with me, too. He saw me and came and sat right behind me. Then came, once again, the painful red-hot burning in the back of my throat. I desperately wanted some cool water. Or orange juice. That sounded good.
Mrs.Titsworth closed the classroom door and walked back to the center of the front of the classroom, "Hello," she said, "My name is Mrs.Titsworth, but please call me Mrs.T."
Just then, some guy in the back row of the room felt the need to scream, "Yo, Mrs.Boob!" He was cast out of the room.
Then Mrs.T dove into her first day introduction. I didn't pay attention. I was too distracted by the nagging of the raspy, thirsty, burning in the back of my throat. Why was it like that? How could nerves alone cause this?
Just then, I suddenly had a feeling that was like I had just been punched in the stomach. Kane was looking at me, I could feel it. His eyes bore into the back of my mind, as if hearing my thoughts. As if he was in my mind. I suddenly felt vulnerable. Like he could control my mind if he wanted to. The burning in the back of my throat was gone, dissolved away. But I didn't notice. I was too distracted by my new affliction.
I was sitting straight up in my chair with both hands flat on my desk and I was staring into space. I must have looked like I was in a trance. I felt like I was. Suddenly, I snapped back at the sound of the bell signaling it was time to switch to our next class. The bell must have broken Kane’s concentration or something. I suddenly felt tired. Was class really over already? I felt like it had only been about five minutes.
I gathered my things and, unable to resist, looked back at Kane. He was looking at me too. The burning in my throat is back. I practically ran to third period. Ms. Culbreth. A little closer to a normal name. Kane wasn’t in this class (Thank God!) Ms. Culbreth was mean. She made us do work on the first day and then gave me detention for calling her Ms. Cold Breath. As if that’s going to make me stop calling her that. It’s a fitting nickname, detention isn’t going to change that. I’m not going to go anyway, so what’s it really matter?
After science with Ms. Cold Breath I went to lunch.
Sitting at an empty lunch table all alone was a drag. Then Kane came over and sat with me. I guess it was better than sitting alone.
He spent over half the time staring blankly into my eyes and probably hoping I would up into his so he could do that freaky hypnotizing thing he had done in the hall and in English. I was too scared and wouldn’t look up from my nasty tray of generic school pizza. He finally gave up and stopped. I felt like I had just taken off a heavy winter coat that I had been wearing in summer. It was a relief.
“So who do you have for your last three classes?” He asked.
I thought to remember and answered without looking up from my tray, “Mr. Stephen, Ms. Coach, and Mr. Thompson.” Wow, Ms. Coach? Guess what class she taught.
“Cool,” Kane said with a smile, “I have them too.”
“Great.” I murmured with fake enthusiasm, still looking down at tray and stabbing at my pizza with a fork. I wondered if the fries were actually made of potatoes…
I wanted to walk to History class alone, but Kane insisted we walk there together. He was exceptionally good at navigating through the hall crowd without the use of violence. He kept getting so far ahead of me that he’d have to stop and wait for me as I caught up.
Finally, he grabbed me by the wrist and pulled me along with him through the masses of people. As soon as our hands locked together a cold shiver passed through my body and crept down my spine. I wanted to let go and pull away but his tight grip on my wrist prevented me.
It was effective, though. We weaved through the crowd quickly and didn’t bump into a single person. It was almost like we were ghosts floating among the crowd. As soon as we got to Mr. Stephens class, he let go of my wrist.
“Sorry,” He said, “I know my hands are cold, but you’re just no good at getting through big crowds.”
“Yeah, I know.” I mumbled, rubbing my wrist to warm it. Then I realized my wrist wasn’t only cold, but sore. I looked at it. I already had the form a purple bruise in the shape of his hand around my wrist. I poked the tender skin like an idiot. “Ouch.” I cringed.
“Oh God! Crap!” He said looking at the already dark purple hand-shaped bruise left by his grip, “I’m so sorry Drama, that was stupid of me.”
“It’s okay, don’t worry about it. At least it’s not my writing hand.” I assured him. We both sat down. I sat near the door and Kane sat in the desk right behind me. Mr. Stephen started his long boring introduction with, “My name is pronounced Stee-VEN, not Ste-FEN.
I decided to forever pronounce his name that way. Saying ‘Stee’ then putting emphasis on ‘Ven’.
I felt Kane staring at me again. Trying to worm his way into my mind. How did he do that? It was creepy, and I didn’t want it to happen again. I wrote a note to him.
Kane,
Please stop staring at me.
I folded the note into small neat rectangles and passed it back to him. He opened it, read it, wrote a reply, then passed it forward to me again. I opened it again and read it.
How did you know I was looking at you?
How did I know? I just had a feeling. I just knew. I wrote my reply and passed it back, not even bothering to fold it again.
I just had a feeling.
The rest of the class was okay. Apparently, Mr. Stee-VEN is from New York, is lactose intolerant, is allergic to cats, obsessed with dogs, and hates History, the class he teaches. He said he wanted to teach art, but the school wouldn’t let him because they didn’t think he was good enough at art. Wow, what a let down, eh?
My next class after History was Gym class with Ms. Coach (teehee.)
Today we got our uniforms. We’re going to dress out tomorrow. Goodie. After we got our ugly red and orange (What wonderful school colors!) uniforms, we got to sit in the bleachers and talk the rest of the period. I was, of course, sitting with Kane. It wasn’t so bad this time. At least he didn’t do anything freaky. My head was finally clear and my throat wasn’t burning. Hoorah? Maybe he’ll come be a non-Mexican broke gambler with me. Coolio.
“Did you move here over the summer?” I asked him.
“Yeah,” He answered, “You?”
“Oh, I was born here. I used to be home schooled. This is my first wonderfully torturous year of public school.” I said sarcastically with a fake enthusiasm.
He whistled, the kind that starts soft and gets louder. Crescendo. “That’s gotta be tough.”
“Yeah.” I responded. The bell rings and this time I grab his hand. It’s warm.
We made it to sixth block. Band class with Mr. Thompson. Kane stood dumbly flexing his hand as I went to get my flute from my instrument locker. My mom must have brought it, ‘cause I know I sure didn’t.
I came back with my flute.
Kane looked dumbstruck, “My hand didn’t feel cold? At all?” I
shook my head no as I put my flute together.
He looked back and forth at his hand and me with confusion on his face.
“Uhm,” I said, “You might want to go get your instrument.”
“Huh?” He said snapping back from his thoughts, “Oh, yeah, right.” He went to retrieve his instrument from the small closet-like room where the instrument lockers were and came back with a saxophone.
“What songs do you know?” I asked.
He smiled “It would probably take a few years to list them all. What about you?”
“I know quite a few myself.” I answered smugly, “Do you know Millennia?”
He replied, “Yeah.” And started playing it.
He was good. No, better than that. He was amazing. He hit every note perfect, and played it smooth and hypnotically. The class joined around to listen then applauded with loud clapping and a lot of whistles and whoops. When he finished, he asked me to play. I was nervous. I had been playing my flute for nearly seven years and I didn’t sound anywhere close to as good as him. I told him I had a sore throat.
Just then the teacher came in and closed the door. Everyone rushed to their instrument sections and a few clueless people who didn’t know where their section was, and possibly didn’t even know what instrument they played, stood around daftly. Idiots idiots idiots.
Class starts and Mr. Thompson dives into, for the sixth time, basically the same introduction speech we’d been hearing from all the teachers all day. No one paid attention. Kane and I traded playful nudges most of the time. He would reach forward from the second row and poke me in the back, then I would issue a return nudge by turning around in my seat and reaching out to poke him with my flute from the first row.
After a while, Mr. Thompson finally realized that no one cared about what he was saying and gave us the rest of the class time to talk. I went back and sat in the saxophone section with Kane. I grabbed his hand. It felt like a cold hard block of ice. I felt the shiver of cold run down my spine and let go.
I felt kind of rude for it, but then he smiled a warm friendly smile that seemed to melt all my discomfort away. Is he messing with my head again? No, he can’t be. I would feel it. I would know. We talked the whole time. I asked him about my non-Mexican broke gambler scheme. He didn’t think it was such a good idea.
After class, Kane walked me to my Bronco.
I opened the door. The creaky hinges of the car door gave me a big welcome back cheer.
“Where’s your car?” I asked him. He pointed over his shoulder at the car next to mine.
I moved to look around him. Holy crackers! He has a sports car! It was a blue Porsche Convertible. I’m not very car savvy, so I’m not sure what model it was. I’m amazed I could recognize it was a Porsche.
“You’re rich!” I blurted dumbly.
He laughed, “My parents spoil me.” He said with a shrug.
“Lucky you.” I mumbled, “My parents are too broke to spoil me.”
He laughed again, “Just remember,” He said, “Things can always be worse.”
“Meh.” I shrugged with a smile. I climbed into my Bronco and he closed the door for me. I looked in the rear-view mirror as I drove away and watched as he got in the shiny sapphire blue Porsche and drove off. Envy.
I pulled into my driveway at home. Crap. I don’t have anything to complain about. I’m going to have to admit to my parents that they were right and I was wrong. Aw man.
I walk inside and slam the door behind myself. I have to make this look convincing.
“How was school?” My mom asked robotically without looking up from the newspaper.
“Sucked.” I said and stomped off. They won’t care about it any more than that. I slam my bedroom door to complete the performance. Perfect show. The actors are rewarded with mint Oreos later.
I woke to the irritatingly loud buzzing of my alarm clock. It seemed even louder and more demanding than normal, and I knew why. It was the first day of school, and not only my first day of public school after eleven years of homeschooling, it was my first day as a senior.
My parents were actually making me go through with this charade, but I knew a student like me wasn't meant for public school.
My parents were poor, very poor. And I was as dumb as they came, or at least I pretended to be. I understood algebra, and I knew Robert Frost wasn't a singing snowman. I just pretended not to to avoid exactly what I was being put through anyway. Public school. A place of unheard of evil in my mind.
At that time, at least.
I rolled over and looked at the clock. 8:30am, the exact time school started. I had it all planned out. My plan; cause as much trouble as possible until I get expelled. And I was starting with being late on the first day.
Reluctantly, I stood up and turned off the loud, annoying alarm. Shuffling my feet, I walked over to my closet to get ready.
I pulled into the school parking lot and, with the breaks of my old Bronco my dad had given me squealing as I parked, I cut the engine and looked at the school with a grimace.
I shouldn't have been there. I should've just skipped or ran away. I could've gone to Mexico or something. We were close enough to the border in our little Arizona town. Yeah. As if Mexico could solve my problems. But it was a comforting thought. If things ever got too unbearable, I'd just run away to Mexico and hang out with all the little Mexican gamblers who spoke so fast that you could barely understand them, even if you did know Spanish.
Perfect. I was going to grow up to be a Mexican gambler. But I'm not Mexican. And I really don't have the money to gamble. Maybe I could just cheat. Yeah, that works. But what about those short chubby Mexican mafia leaders who sent out hit men after the cheaters? So I was going to die then. Oddly enough, I was perfectly content with the thought of my own death. I had nothing to live for, so why not?
I finally stopped babbling about Mexican gamblers and got out of my Bronco. I slammed the door with a loud rickety rattle. There I was. Public school, the place of unheard of evil. I walked into the school and looked down at my schedule as I walked down the hall at a laggard pace. I was in no hurry.
I had Mr.Stoneking for math first period. Heh, 'Stoneking'. By the end of first period, I'd either have him crying or laughing.
Just then, I suddenly walked into someone else that was walking in the hall. I bent down to pick up my books at the same time he bent down to help me pick them up. Then, him and I lifted our heads simultaneously to look at each other. I immediately found myself swallowed in his eyes. I couldn't look away from them, and he was obviously staring into mine too. But it was different... The way he was looking into my eyes, I felt almost as if he could see into my soul. And strangely... I wanted him to.
He smiled, a mysterious, yet warm and friendly, relaxed smile. "Hi." He said as he stood up. His voice was as mesmerizing as his gaze, and as smooth and soft as velvet.
I stood up too and tried to issue a return 'Hi' but was unable to muster any more than a small squeak.
"Do you need any help?" He asked me in his beautiful velvet voice.
I still couldn't gather myself to speak. I quickly shook my head, grabbed my books, and got outta there. All the while I was trying to get to class, I was thinking about him. about his short, shaggy, black hair, his ceramic white, perfect complexion, his deep, hypnotizing, liquid gold eyes...
When I finally got to Mr.Stoneking's class, it was almost over. Mr. Stoneking looked over at me as I walked noisily into the class. Here we go, and the trouble begins. "Name." Mr. Stoneking demanded as I sat down in a desk.
"Drama Stewart." I told him.
He laughed, "Drama. Interesting name."
"And like Mr.Stoneking is any better." I said with a grin.
He smiled back, "Touche."
Okay. He was a cool teacher. This was good.
He started reciting the normal first day introduction teachers tell the classes. Well, maybe 'started' isn't the right word. More like continued, considering I had been so late.
Then, he gave us the rest of the class to pick a person in class and introduce ourself. Most of them knew each other and picked one of their friends. And then there was me. The Black sheep. all alone. Everyone in class had someone to talk to except for me. There was apparently an odd number of students in the class.
I sat there awkwardly, an outcast. I felt stupid. I knew I shouldn't have come. I suddenly had the idea of becoming a Mexican gambler back in my head. Wow.
Then I heard the door to the classroom open. I felt the mood of the room appear to immediately change.No one else seemed to notice.
I looked to the door to see who it was. It was Him. The boy from the hall. Living up to my name, I clasped my hands together, looked up, and whispered, "Thank you, Lord!"
Him and I were the only two without partners. The teacher directed him over to me, and he came and sat by me. "Hi again." He said with the same mysterious, warm, relaxed smile as he had in the hall.
"Hi." I mouthed, unable to actually speak.
"nervous?" He asked.
I nodded and showed a crooked half-smile.
"I understand." He said, "It's my first year here. I take it it's yours, too?"
I nodded again, "Yeah." I said in a sheepish voice.
He laughed, "So you do know how to talk."
I gave him another half smile.
"So," He said, "You left in such a rush earlier, I didn't get to introduce myself. I'm Kane." He held out his hand.
I shook hands with him and shuddered. It was as cold as ice. He pulled his hand back when he felt me shiver, "Cold hands, yeah, sorry."
"It's okay," I said, "My name's Drama." I felt myself blush. I was truthfully embarrassed about my unusual name. What was my mother thinking? I'll bet she was drunk. Maybe thats why I'm so messed up. Or maybe she just didn't want a child and saw me as nothing more than, well, Drama. I'm babbling again. I need to make a mental note to stop that. Nah, why waste time on the impossible? I'll end up mind-babbling again anyway. Yeah, sorta like right now.
I was then suddenly snapped back to reality by the sound of Kane's voice, "Drama, huh? I like it." He smiled, "It's different."
I couldn't help but smile too, "Thanks. So is Kane."
Next thing I knew, Mr.Stoneking was leaning over with his elbow on my desk and his head resting in his hand only about a foot away from my face. He grinned wide and gave me a fluttery wave, "What's up, Drama?"
I started at him blankly for a moment. "You should grow a beard, Stoney." I finally said.
Kane laughed.
"Hmm..." Mr. Stoneking pondered."Perhaps I will." Mr.Stoneking said as he stood up straight. He ran his hand over his bare chin in thought.
"Just walk away, Stoney. Just walk away." I said.
Mr.Stoneking laughed, "Okay, I guess I'm not wanted here." He said as he walked off.
"Well that's not fair." Kane said, "You get nervous when you talk to me, but not him."
I suddenly felt my throat close. I didn't know what to say to that. I wasn't even sure if I could say anything. "I..." I said in a strained voice, "I'm working on it." My throat suddenly burned like I had drank hot sauce. Then the bell rang. Saved by the bell, I grabbed my books and practically ran out.
I swam through the ocean of students in the hall. Bump here, push there, just shove my way through the idiots who find it okay to stand around and block up the hallway. I even plowed straight between a couple that was making out. I was going to be hated here. I could already tell by the angry couple glaring at me with a devil stare.
I, by some miracle, made it to second block in one piece. Mrs.Titsworth? You've got to be kidding me. Are any of my Teachers going to have normal names? I'm never going to be able to keep a straight face during her class. Mrs.Titsworth the english teacher. Wow.
I took a seat near the door. I suddenly got a strange familiar feeling of comfort that I had felt not too long ago... Then I saw him. Kane was in this class with me, too. He saw me and came and sat right behind me. Then came, once again, the painful red-hot burning in the back of my throat. I desperately wanted some cool water. Or orange juice. That sounded good.
Mrs.Titsworth closed the classroom door and walked back to the center of the front of the classroom, "Hello," she said, "My name is Mrs.Titsworth, but please call me Mrs.T."
Just then, some guy in the back row of the room felt the need to scream, "Yo, Mrs.Boob!" He was cast out of the room.
Then Mrs.T dove into her first day introduction. I didn't pay attention. I was too distracted by the nagging of the raspy, thirsty, burning in the back of my throat. Why was it like that? How could nerves alone cause this?
Just then, I suddenly had a feeling that was like I had just been punched in the stomach. Kane was looking at me, I could feel it. His eyes bore into the back of my mind, as if hearing my thoughts. As if he was in my mind. I suddenly felt vulnerable. Like he could control my mind if he wanted to. The burning in the back of my throat was gone, dissolved away. But I didn't notice. I was too distracted by my new affliction.
I was sitting straight up in my chair with both hands flat on my desk and I was staring into space. I must have looked like I was in a trance. I felt like I was. Suddenly, I snapped back at the sound of the bell signaling it was time to switch to our next class. The bell must have broken Kane’s concentration or something. I suddenly felt tired. Was class really over already? I felt like it had only been about five minutes.
I gathered my things and, unable to resist, looked back at Kane. He was looking at me too. The burning in my throat is back. I practically ran to third period. Ms. Culbreth. A little closer to a normal name. Kane wasn’t in this class (Thank God!) Ms. Culbreth was mean. She made us do work on the first day and then gave me detention for calling her Ms. Cold Breath. As if that’s going to make me stop calling her that. It’s a fitting nickname, detention isn’t going to change that. I’m not going to go anyway, so what’s it really matter?
After science with Ms. Cold Breath I went to lunch.
Sitting at an empty lunch table all alone was a drag. Then Kane came over and sat with me. I guess it was better than sitting alone.
He spent over half the time staring blankly into my eyes and probably hoping I would up into his so he could do that freaky hypnotizing thing he had done in the hall and in English. I was too scared and wouldn’t look up from my nasty tray of generic school pizza. He finally gave up and stopped. I felt like I had just taken off a heavy winter coat that I had been wearing in summer. It was a relief.
“So who do you have for your last three classes?” He asked.
I thought to remember and answered without looking up from my tray, “Mr. Stephen, Ms. Coach, and Mr. Thompson.” Wow, Ms. Coach? Guess what class she taught.
“Cool,” Kane said with a smile, “I have them too.”
“Great.” I murmured with fake enthusiasm, still looking down at tray and stabbing at my pizza with a fork. I wondered if the fries were actually made of potatoes…
I wanted to walk to History class alone, but Kane insisted we walk there together. He was exceptionally good at navigating through the hall crowd without the use of violence. He kept getting so far ahead of me that he’d have to stop and wait for me as I caught up.
Finally, he grabbed me by the wrist and pulled me along with him through the masses of people. As soon as our hands locked together a cold shiver passed through my body and crept down my spine. I wanted to let go and pull away but his tight grip on my wrist prevented me.
It was effective, though. We weaved through the crowd quickly and didn’t bump into a single person. It was almost like we were ghosts floating among the crowd. As soon as we got to Mr. Stephens class, he let go of my wrist.
“Sorry,” He said, “I know my hands are cold, but you’re just no good at getting through big crowds.”
“Yeah, I know.” I mumbled, rubbing my wrist to warm it. Then I realized my wrist wasn’t only cold, but sore. I looked at it. I already had the form a purple bruise in the shape of his hand around my wrist. I poked the tender skin like an idiot. “Ouch.” I cringed.
“Oh God! Crap!” He said looking at the already dark purple hand-shaped bruise left by his grip, “I’m so sorry Drama, that was stupid of me.”
“It’s okay, don’t worry about it. At least it’s not my writing hand.” I assured him. We both sat down. I sat near the door and Kane sat in the desk right behind me. Mr. Stephen started his long boring introduction with, “My name is pronounced Stee-VEN, not Ste-FEN.
I decided to forever pronounce his name that way. Saying ‘Stee’ then putting emphasis on ‘Ven’.
I felt Kane staring at me again. Trying to worm his way into my mind. How did he do that? It was creepy, and I didn’t want it to happen again. I wrote a note to him.
Kane,
Please stop staring at me.
I folded the note into small neat rectangles and passed it back to him. He opened it, read it, wrote a reply, then passed it forward to me again. I opened it again and read it.
How did you know I was looking at you?
How did I know? I just had a feeling. I just knew. I wrote my reply and passed it back, not even bothering to fold it again.
I just had a feeling.
The rest of the class was okay. Apparently, Mr. Stee-VEN is from New York, is lactose intolerant, is allergic to cats, obsessed with dogs, and hates History, the class he teaches. He said he wanted to teach art, but the school wouldn’t let him because they didn’t think he was good enough at art. Wow, what a let down, eh?
My next class after History was Gym class with Ms. Coach (teehee.)
Today we got our uniforms. We’re going to dress out tomorrow. Goodie. After we got our ugly red and orange (What wonderful school colors!) uniforms, we got to sit in the bleachers and talk the rest of the period. I was, of course, sitting with Kane. It wasn’t so bad this time. At least he didn’t do anything freaky. My head was finally clear and my throat wasn’t burning. Hoorah? Maybe he’ll come be a non-Mexican broke gambler with me. Coolio.
“Did you move here over the summer?” I asked him.
“Yeah,” He answered, “You?”
“Oh, I was born here. I used to be home schooled. This is my first wonderfully torturous year of public school.” I said sarcastically with a fake enthusiasm.
He whistled, the kind that starts soft and gets louder. Crescendo. “That’s gotta be tough.”
“Yeah.” I responded. The bell rings and this time I grab his hand. It’s warm.
We made it to sixth block. Band class with Mr. Thompson. Kane stood dumbly flexing his hand as I went to get my flute from my instrument locker. My mom must have brought it, ‘cause I know I sure didn’t.
I came back with my flute.
Kane looked dumbstruck, “My hand didn’t feel cold? At all?” I
shook my head no as I put my flute together.
He looked back and forth at his hand and me with confusion on his face.
“Uhm,” I said, “You might want to go get your instrument.”
“Huh?” He said snapping back from his thoughts, “Oh, yeah, right.” He went to retrieve his instrument from the small closet-like room where the instrument lockers were and came back with a saxophone.
“What songs do you know?” I asked.
He smiled “It would probably take a few years to list them all. What about you?”
“I know quite a few myself.” I answered smugly, “Do you know Millennia?”
He replied, “Yeah.” And started playing it.
He was good. No, better than that. He was amazing. He hit every note perfect, and played it smooth and hypnotically. The class joined around to listen then applauded with loud clapping and a lot of whistles and whoops. When he finished, he asked me to play. I was nervous. I had been playing my flute for nearly seven years and I didn’t sound anywhere close to as good as him. I told him I had a sore throat.
Just then the teacher came in and closed the door. Everyone rushed to their instrument sections and a few clueless people who didn’t know where their section was, and possibly didn’t even know what instrument they played, stood around daftly. Idiots idiots idiots.
Class starts and Mr. Thompson dives into, for the sixth time, basically the same introduction speech we’d been hearing from all the teachers all day. No one paid attention. Kane and I traded playful nudges most of the time. He would reach forward from the second row and poke me in the back, then I would issue a return nudge by turning around in my seat and reaching out to poke him with my flute from the first row.
After a while, Mr. Thompson finally realized that no one cared about what he was saying and gave us the rest of the class time to talk. I went back and sat in the saxophone section with Kane. I grabbed his hand. It felt like a cold hard block of ice. I felt the shiver of cold run down my spine and let go.
I felt kind of rude for it, but then he smiled a warm friendly smile that seemed to melt all my discomfort away. Is he messing with my head again? No, he can’t be. I would feel it. I would know. We talked the whole time. I asked him about my non-Mexican broke gambler scheme. He didn’t think it was such a good idea.
After class, Kane walked me to my Bronco.
I opened the door. The creaky hinges of the car door gave me a big welcome back cheer.
“Where’s your car?” I asked him. He pointed over his shoulder at the car next to mine.
I moved to look around him. Holy crackers! He has a sports car! It was a blue Porsche Convertible. I’m not very car savvy, so I’m not sure what model it was. I’m amazed I could recognize it was a Porsche.
“You’re rich!” I blurted dumbly.
He laughed, “My parents spoil me.” He said with a shrug.
“Lucky you.” I mumbled, “My parents are too broke to spoil me.”
He laughed again, “Just remember,” He said, “Things can always be worse.”
“Meh.” I shrugged with a smile. I climbed into my Bronco and he closed the door for me. I looked in the rear-view mirror as I drove away and watched as he got in the shiny sapphire blue Porsche and drove off. Envy.
I pulled into my driveway at home. Crap. I don’t have anything to complain about. I’m going to have to admit to my parents that they were right and I was wrong. Aw man.
I walk inside and slam the door behind myself. I have to make this look convincing.
“How was school?” My mom asked robotically without looking up from the newspaper.
“Sucked.” I said and stomped off. They won’t care about it any more than that. I slam my bedroom door to complete the performance. Perfect show. The actors are rewarded with mint Oreos later.